Dear Mike












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Mike, if ur reading this then I just wanted u 2 know that this is how ive been feeling over the last couple weeks n recently. It may sound like its all over and it is bcuz its a bunch of song lyrics. (Each colour is a different song and a different feeling)
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these blue-green eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore
 

I watched the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts, cause it will end
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye

 

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

You're always there to point out
My mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

 

Theres lots more but you probablly havent read all that cuz it is a lot so Im not going to add more.

I hope you understood all of that if you did read it, I just want you to know, that I do love you and no matter what I'll never forget the good times we had together, the bad will always be there, but the good are strong and I dont want to remember all the bad. I know that its not gunna happen but I would like it if we could be friends. I always that you were the best person that I could talk to, be myself around and I really appreciate it. Im sorry, believe it or not, I really am, I know that I can be a really big bitch and that Im not always the easiest person to get along with and I really really tried to work this out, I didnt want it to end this way, but I guess thats just the way life goes. I guess I'll cya around maybe, I love you always and forever. And I'll always be urs in my heart.

Goodbye 

-Rebecca

P.S. I would bother you anymore, I dont want to make this any harder on either of us then it already is